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I damned myself with all the thoughts in my head,
And all the people that I pushed away.
Now nobody cares
And it's all my fault.
And now I care
But it's too late.


All these secrets that I've kept to myself,
I have to lock them all away
But I can't hold them down for any longer.
So many years past,
Knowing nothing will change,
No matter what I try.


After all the years I lied to myself
And everyone around us.
I know there isn't a way to live alone.


The truth is i have no one to blame but myself,
I was always too nervous, uncomfortable.
I still am,
And I am terrified that I'll never change.
so tired of loneliness,
and afraid of abandonment,
But it doesn't matter because
I abandon everyone and everything,
And I'm so sorry.


I hate myself, I hate myself,
I hate all the mistakes I made,
And I hate that I never change.
I hate myself,
Everyone hates me too.
I hate myself.

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from Love Lost​/​Love Yourself, released October 14, 2014

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Experimental screamo/post-hardcore band from Dallas, Texas. Check out our newest EP Dark Half.

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