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Shantih

by My Apologies

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1.
Sora 03:40
Clouded vision, with uncovered eyes I deceive myself again this time I thought I could feel anything at all I never thought I could be so inanimate I don’t understand Why the air is cold tonight I don’t understand why the sun will never Rise for me I don’t understand I am a secret, Hidden under my own cowardice Fear leads ne away, inside So I’ll hold up these mountains to over my scars I’ve grown tired of the way I live But my roots are imbedded in My ways All I’ve ever known is defeat So how will I know when These days are behind me? I am a secret, Hidden under my own cowardice Fear leads ne away, inside So I’ll hold up these mountains to over my scars I can’t bear the thought of standing in the Setting sun as a single silhouette But now I know I have to let my mountains fall I have to tear my mountains down
2.
The Summit 03:22
There’s a silhouette A sierra, piercing my ambiguity A willing current, Coursing through the fog At its peak, compassion touches ground Ice melts, warmth to its core Wounds are exposed, wither to the light I am the victim again, for the last time “A heap of broken images, where the sun beats, And the dead tree gives no shelter, the cricket no relief, And the dry stone no sound of water. Only There is shadow under this red rock, (Come in under the shadow of this red rock), And I will show you something different from either Your shadow at morning striding behind you Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you; I will show you fear in a handful of dust.”
3.
Wallow 04:33
Another wind from the south Carries the warmth to my skin But it goes unnoticed I reach out in vain Force myself in the flame My body dies, But the blood stays the same My nerves are chilled to the bone, tearing my Mind from everything that’s real to me Depersonalized, I’ll lie to myself To carry on for another day I am fiction, I am made of dust I fear another day Living on and on and on and on I am the death of truth I am the death of truth Burned on my back, a brand for all to see, A picture of me, Failing to live a life of dignity I fear the day when I forget how to live with myself If I never learn to forgive And in that day, when I take myself away From this world. I hope I learn to carry my own wind Because I can’t carry on like this Any longer.

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released January 1, 2016

Thanks to Sam Hunt for producing our second EP

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My Apologies Dallas, Texas

Experimental screamo/post-hardcore band from Dallas, Texas. Check out our newest EP Dark Half.

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